[L]oving[E]u[H]urts[M]e[E]ven[M]ore ..

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Heyss Peeps ..
Im So Sorrie For Not Updating !!
Arghh! Was Caught Up
With School Projects , And Stuff Like That ..
Alot Of Things Had Happend To Me This Past Few Months ..
Like , Im Currently In ITE Bishan .. Doing Nitec In Office Skills ..
And It's Fun Being In There ! I Love Every Single Of My Peeps !
Hahaks ! Although , I Just Lost My Grandad .. Yerps , He
Passed Away On The 18/01/2010 @ 13.45pm ..
At That Moment , I Was In School .. By The Tyme I Reached NUH ,
It's Already Too Late .. Now , My Late Dad Is Coming To 5 Years ..
And My Grandad Joined Him .. I Missed Both Of You Badly !

Currently , Im Back With Zaim .. He Asked For Patch ..
So , I've Accepted .. Hahas ! Anyways , Today Is Our 6th Months ..
But He Is ASLEEP !! =_="
I Understand .. Cause He Just Came Back From Werk !
Hahaks ! Looks Like I'm Gonna Stay Home Until ,
I Dont Know , He Wakes Up ? Aiyoo !
Anyways , Im Supposed To go to One Of My Ex's Birthday ..
Yerps , Andy .. His Birthday Was Celebrated At East Coast ..
But I Couldnt Make It .. Cause .. I Was Too Tired ..
Because , The Night Before , I Overnight With "ESCURO" ..
Hahaks .. ! I Whacked Hym Until He Injured His Hand ..
Sorrie Escuro ! Hahaks !

I Think That All For Now ..
I'll Check Back In Later ..
Bye !

:)Missy-Stylezx3

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Heyloo Readers !
Sorrie For Not Updating ..
Haha .. Anyways , What Happend To Me Today ?
Well , Nothing Much ! Hahah ! ..
No Larghh .. Actually Have La .. LOL ! Kk ! Fine ..

Went To Toa Payoh Today .. To Meet " Fazlie " ..
LOL ! Tak Pernah2 Sehh Bangon Awal ..
Setakat Nak Kuar ! .. Haha ! Anyways ,
How I Know Fazlie Eu Asked ? Senang !
Got To Know Him Through Tagged ..
& Chatted On MSN , OTF & And Finally Got To Meet ..
TODAY ! Haha ! Last Min , He Called Me ,
Asking Whether ,
We Can Meet Up Today Cause He Just Came Back From Camp ..
& Im Leaving For KL In 2 Days Tyme ..
And His Not Free On These 2 Days Cause ,
His Having Duty ! So Yarhh ! Woke Up , Mandi ..
& Then Siap , Then Headed Out !
He Estimated That I Would Reached Toa Payoh At 2pm+ ..
But I Reached There At 1.30 pm !
Haha ! Sape Yg Lambat Now ?! LOL !

After Met Him ,
We Talked Under His Void Deck ,
Get To Know Each Other Better ..
Haha .. Talk Abt His Exs & Mine ..
Then He Asked Me To Go To His House ..
Cause He Wants To Karaoke ! Haha !
Padehal Semalam Aru Karaoke Ngan Family
At Simpang Bedok Nyer "Cash Studios" ..
Haha ! Anyways , Reached His House ,
Salam His Mom ,
Cause His Mom Ngah Siap2 Nak Gi Kerje ! Haha !
Then , Saw His Brother , His Sister & Her Friend , & Also His Cute Lil Sister !
Then He & His Brother , Start To Sing ! Mcm2 Lagu ..
Haha ! Mostly Malay Songs ! Maklumlah ,
Kate Mat Jiwang Kan ! Haha !
He Asked Me To Sing , But I Say Tak Nak Uhr ..
Cause , Malu Uhr ! Haha ..

So Yerps .. His Sister's Friend , Masak Telor Masak Kicap ..
So Yerps , Ate That With Rice !
Sedaaap Lak Tuhh ! Fuhhhhhh !!
Simple Yet YUMMY !
After That I've Accompany Fazlie To Sell His Mom Hp ..
At Toa Payoh Central .. Went There ,
Then Off To His Mom Werkplace ..
Anta Duit & All That .. Then Off To Go & Cut His Hair ..
Cause He Looks Like A Freaking .. (I Dont Know How To Say) Haha !

Then Went Back To His House ,
Played With His Lil Sister ..
She Hugged Me Like Crazy !
Haha ! Tak Kasi Me Alek Lak Tuh !
I Think She's Comfortable With Me ..
Then , Time To Go Back Home ..
Haha ! He Sent Me To Toa Payoh Inter ,
Talked To Him ,
Cause His Ex Is Kinda Pestering Him ..
Forcing Him To Meet Her , Cause Her Grandma ,
Just Passed Away .. So She's Kinda Lonely ..
Then I Asked Him One Simple Question ,

Me : "Why You Dont Want To Patch Back With Her ?"
Faz : " Cause I Have Anotha One .. I Like Someone Else "
Me : " Ouh ! I See .. Urmm , Ouhkays !
Well , Hope You Get That Gerl Kayys ? "
Faz : " Thanks .. (: I Hope So Too ..
Cause That Gerl Is Standing Infront Of Me "
Me : " Huh ? You Mean It's Me ? Why Me ? "
Faz : " Urmm Yarhh .. Cause My Heart Says So ..
So Yarh , Im Listening To My Heart "
Me : " Ouh ! Haha ! Ouhkays ? =_="
Faz : " But I Cant Have A Relationship Yet ,
Cause Im Going To Thailand For 2 Weeks Plus ..
Anything Can Happend .. "
" Me : " Ouh .. (Feeling Awkward) But ,
I Can Get Attached Anytime You Know ? "
Faz : " If You Truely Love Me , You Would Wait For Me "

Then I Said Bye To Him , Cause My Bus Just Arrived .. Haha ..
So Yerps .. Dont Worrie Fazlie ,
Im Gonna Wait For You ! &
That 's A Pinky Promise !

:)MissyStylezx3

Monday, December 14, 2009

Heyloo Peeps ! Haha ! Sorrie For Not Updating ..
Haha ! Was Kinda Lazy & Also Was Busy With Something ..
Hahah !! Ouhkayys ! FINE !
Urmmm .. Must I Really Tell ?
Maybe I Should .. Urmm .. So Far So Okayy La ..
I Mean With My Love Life .. Haha !

In The Previous Post , I Believe I Did Talked Abt ,
Andy , Faris & Also Adil ..
But Between This 3 , So Far Im Schocked ..
Cause Im Wrong In One Thing ..
That Is About Andy ! ..
Haha !
Yerp , My Ex ..
Andy Reza !

I Got To Know That He Is Not Attached ..
He Is Still In The Search !
Haha ! ..
But Currently Me & Him Is Like Dating Jek ..
As Friends ..
But The Thing That I Cant Forget Is When My Anotha
Friend , Akbar .. A Friend Frm Tagged ..
Messaged Me(Yesterday Night) ..
And He Got Kinda Jealous ..
Tapi His Jealousy Dier Tak Nak Tunjok ..
Yarhh , I Know ..
But It's Not What You Guys Think K !
He Is Still In Search ..
& Im In The Process Of Changing Myself ..

WE NEED SOME TIME !!
HAHA !
SERIOUSLY !
PRIORITY GOES TO HIM !
YEAHHH !

:)Missy-Stylezx3

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Heyys ..
Sorrie For Not Updating My Blog ..
Been Kinda Busy Lately .. Haha !
Actually , Not Because Of Being Busy ..
Because , I've Was Lazy .. Haha !
Since I Was SINGLE , All I Do Is Staying At Home ..
Watching TV And All Those Things .. Haha !
Urghh .. Ouhkayys , Back To Real Buisness ..

Lately , I Found One Of My Ex .. Urmm ..
One Of My Long Lost Ex ..
The One That I've Been Looking For ,
Searching His Name On Facebook , Tagged , MSN
& All You Can Think Of ..
Haha .. Finally , Founded Him ..
But Looks Like He Is Not In Singapore ..
Maybe He Went For A Holiday ..
Urmm ..

Im So Sorrie Andy , Been Kinda Harsh
To You Before .. & I Dont Wish For That To Happend
Again .. I Know You Tried To Get Us Back Together
Before .. But , During That Moment , I Was Already Attached
With Faris .. & During That One Time , Faris Came Down ,
Out Of Nowhwere .. He Founded Me .. & Gotten Jealous ..
Cause He Thought That Me & You Have
Something Going On .. :)
Haha ! I Still Remember Those Moment ..
But Seriously Andy , I Feel So Bad ..
Bad For Leaving You !
I Know That Ure Attach Now ,
Hope Your Relationship Last Long Kayys ?

There .. That's Said & Done .. But I Wont Stop There ..
Haha .. Because , He Is Not The Only One That
Im Gonna Talk About .. :)

Next Is For My Dear Ex .. Faris ..
Heyy Faris , Just Wanna Wish You Happy 18th
Birthday (Which Falls On 7 Dec) .. Sorrie ,
That I Couldnt Give You Anything For This Year ..
But Always Remember Kayys ?
There Is No Use Fighting Over The Past ..
Might As Well Forgive & Forget ..
And Pray That Those Things Wont Happend In
Your Future Relationship ..
& Abt Ur Admirer , Dont Worry ..
All You Have To Do Is Give Her A Chance
To Change .. Be Patient & You Will Have Her
As Your Girl .. Meantime , You Have Fun Kayys ?

Next Is For My Anotha Good Friend ..
Adil (A.K.A) Jack Teddy ..
Heyys , Waddup With You ?
What Happend ? I Saw Your Blog Post ..
What's With The RIP Thingy ..
Come On Adil , You Thought Me To Find
My Inner Soul .. So I Did .. & Even So , You Told
Me To Live My Life To The Fullest ..
If I Can , Why Cant You ?
You Know , If You Eva Need Someone
To Talk Too , Just Gimme A Beep Kayys ?
Im Just A Call Away ..
Take Care Good Friend .. :)

Well I Guess That's It .. Haha ! Ouhkayys
The Picture Above It All Is Telling The Truth !

Im Single & Available ..
Anyone Is Welcome To Changed That .. :)

:)Missy-Stylezx3

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Heyys ! Soorie , For Not Updating My Blog !
Wasnt Around .. Went To Thailand For 2 Days & Then
To KL For 4 Days .. Yeah .. Was Kinda Tired ..
I Just Came Back .. Pheww ..
Reached Home , Straight Away Went Online !
Cause I Missed You Guys !
Some Of My Friends Even Asked Me ,
Why I Didnt Update My Blog .. Haha ..
Sorrie Guys !

Urmm .. Ouhkayy .. So Far , So Good ..
My Life ? It's Perfect !
No BOYS ! Yeahh !
Hidop Single Lagi Baik !
Haha ! .. BUT !
My Ex , Zaim , Kept On Messaging Me ..
Hoping That I Would Go Back To Him !
Sorrie ! I Cant ! & I Wont !
I Want To Stay SINGLE !
SINGLEE !!

Haha ! Ouhkayylarghh ! ,
I'll Update Again Tomorrow ..
Kinda Sleepy .. Nights Nights !

SINGLE FER LYFE BAYBEHH !
YEAHHHH !

:)Missy-Stylezx3

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Im So Sorrie ! I Didnt Have The Chance To Update My Blog ..
Been Busy Lately .. Busy With Life , Work & Also Been Stress
About Something .. To Tell You Guys The Truth , I Dont Know What
Should I Do Anymore .. Im Totally LOST ! I Mean In A Way .. Which , Urghh !
Ok Ok Fine ! The Truth Is .. Im Totally Scared To Fall In Love !
There I Said It ! Im Scared To Fall In Love Because .. Somehow ,
I Fell That Guys LOVE Is Just A LIE !

Everytime I Fall In Love , I Ended Up Getting Hurt !
Because .. Guys Only Say That They Love You !
But , The Truth Is , They Dont Even Know What's The Meaning
Of LOVE ! Im Done With Love ..
Totally DONE ! Why Not I Just Stay Single ?
Hold Up , I Am Already Single !
But , Im So Freakaing Lonely ! What Should I DO ?!
I Cant Seems To Find Someone To Be There For Me !
The Last Time I Felt That Way Was A Long Tyme Ago !
And That Is When I Was With Faris ..

Damn ! Im So Damn Stressed & Upset Now ..
Why Everytime When I Am With Someone , I Feel That ,
They Are Not Loving Me For Who I Am ..
But They Are Only Using Me ..
Maybe I Should Start To Jual Mahal ?
But If I Were To Jual Mahal Sangat , Then I'll Be
Too Stress Up !
Damn ! Damn ! Damn !
What Should I Do ?!

Arghhhhh !! That's It !
I'm Gonna Stay Single !
Until The Right One Comes To Me !
Loves Me For Who I Am !
Not For What I Am !
Haizzz !
>_<"

:)Missy-Stylezx3

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Damn Damn Damn ! Today , It's OFFICIAL !
Im Totally Not GOING To Fall In Lurve AGAIN ! When I FALL In Love ,
What Do I Get In Return ?! NOTHING !!
All I Get Is Getting HURT ! My Heart ?! It's DEAD ! It's Totally DEAD !
CAUSE I KNOW FROM THE BEGINING THAT UR LOVE IS JUST A LIE !!
U Can Call ME EMO Or WhatSoEva !
But The TRUTH Is , I Dont Give A Damn ! BECAUSE , That Is Who I Am !
All U Guys Do Is Just To Hurt Girl's Feelings !
NOT BEING THERE WHEN
THEY NEED U THE MOST ! ARGHHHH !
CALL ME CRAZY ?! I DONT CARE !!

ADIL , Im Sorrie .. But ..
I CANT Fall In Love With You !
Because , I Dont Want To Ruin U !
I Dont Want To Take Ur FREEDOM Away From You !
& Most Importantly I Dont Want To CONTROL You !
I Know That We Are Just Friends ..
But ! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE !
YES IS TRUE , I LOVES U ! & I TREASURE U !
BUT ! IM SORRIE !
CAUSE MY HEART IS DEAD ! & I GAVE UP !
EVERYTIME I FALL IN LOVE ,
IT ALWAYS END IN A TRAGIC WAY !
CAUSE SOMEHOW , IM TOO HURT !
I WANT U TO ENJOY BEING WITH UR FRIENDS ..
GOING TO GIG'S AND ALL THOSE STUFF ..
HAVE FUN .. NOT BEING HURT BY ME !

When U Asked Me To Cheer Up ,
I Did .. But Deep Down Inside ,
Im HURT ! So Damn Hurt !
But I Forced Myself To SMile ,
Cause I Want To See U Happy , ADIL !

SOMEONE PLEASE !! MEND MY BROKEN HEART !
IT'S HURTING ME & MY LIFE ! ARGHHH !!

:(Missy-Stylezx3